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Napping-with-just-boxers-on FTW. (Taken with instagram)

I hate how I do nothing, yet you still bash on me. I hate how I’m the reason you’re always crying, especially when I’m doing nothing. When I try to say one little thing, you cry even more. I can’t even give out my own opinions because people are too sensitive. Yet it’s okay for them to say shit about me. I hate how I always have to be the “bad guy.” I hate how you ALWAYS doubt me. I hate how you unintentionally blame shit on me, trying to make me feel bad. Whenever I’m here for you and listen to your problems, you always tell me that you’re fine and then you go talk to some other dude. You’re so mature (sarcasm). Why can’t you just be yourself? You have me now. What more do you want? What are you afraid of? I’m doing what I can, and I’m already giving you what I can. Yet you can’t just wait for a like less than a month? How pathetic. You’re still putting shit on me. You can’t expect me to fully trust you again after what you’ve done to me. It’s not that easy. Just be glad that you have me again. I told you to wait, don’t worry about it. I’m not going to play games like you did to me. I’m not going to use you. I’m not going to cheat on you. I’m not going to leave you for some other girl. I’m not like that, but I’m pretty sure sometime in the future you will do that shit to me again. It’s kind of predictable. It’s not that I’m doubting you and like “putting you down,” but there’s a possibility. You said that you will never cheat on me and you fucking promised it, but in the end you still cheated on me for over 6 months, got with some other guy over the fucking seas for 2 months, and then 2 weeks later you think you can get back with me like how it used to be? Yeah right, you must think I’m fucking stupid. I don’t want to make the same mistakes again. This time, I need to be cautious. You’re not a monster. Just now, I can’t fully trust you for awhile until you’ve showed me that you’re different and that you’re who you were before. Nothing will ever be the same, but I’m learning how to deal with it. It took me awhile to deal with this change, but I’m doing perfectly fine until tonight. Here you are, dumping all of this shit on me. Making yourself feel bad because it’s all my fault. Maybe I should just leave because all I fucking do is make you upset and cry. Maybe we shouldn’t be together anymore. That’s what you’re showing me. If you really want to be with me, then prove it. Don’t pull shit like this on me. Things are never going to work out that way. Fix yourself. I’m here for you, but you don’t want my help. Always taking me for granted. Whatever, I’ll talk to you later. Good night. Good bye, for now.

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xkristineanne:

I know you’re on tumblr so I’m sure you’ll see this so.. yeah. Thank you. Really. You’re a stranger but yet a really great friend at the same time. And you are so relevant. Thank you sooo much. ♡

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The Recipe Freestyle! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iZdhkhHHLn0&feature=youtube_gdata_player #Therecipe #Kendricklamar #Drdre (Taken with instagram)

ruinedchildhood:

Remember the iCarly episode when Carly and Freddie have sex?

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The Recipe (Freestyle) - T.A.O. [Audio] (Explicit) (by aznbreezytv)

• Question: OH HAIL NAWH, I JUST FOUND OUT YOU DELETED ME ON FACEBOOK. LOL WHAT KIND OF BIG BROTHER ARE YOU?! - ayeeitsmereeuh
• Answer:

  Did I..? O_O lol sorry.. I’ll add you again.

Good morning and Happy Memorial Day! Check out my Mercy Freestyle! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DA9YJQzpTYU